Time is such a strange thing to handle. My week passed in a haze that I couldn't quite handle, with Thursday afternoon feeling like Friday, and Friday afternoon feeling like Monday morning and strangest of all Tuesday night feeling like Saturday morning, probably due to Pancake Day and eating pancakes for dinner. I've been trying to find moments with good light to take pictures but nothing very cohesive is happening at the minute.
From the outside, you'd think there's not much routine in our house since my mum's shifts are all over the place and all. But I have established a rhythm of sorts--the way I do things every morning, most afternoons, and in the evening too. I'd like it to be better, but there is a rhythm. Someone said to me today, and I quote, "that I have too much time on my hands" because I'd burnt my friend a copy of a Smiths CD, written the track listing and collaged the name on a brown paper bag. But that's what's important to me--cutting and sticking and making. It was only thirty minutes out of my evening, spent doing something I enjoyed, but to her it seemed like a waste of time. And then, some things she does seem like a waste of time to me. It's all relative, and it's hard sometimes to judge, in real life and on the internet, what people are doing and how they manage it all. Sometimes, it's enough to think "that's cool" and keep your mouth shut--admittedly a practise which I am still learning!
And maybe some people would say it's a waste of time to eat takeaway pizza, read Oh Comely and watch New Girl on a Friday night in my PJs, but it's my rhythm and my pattern to my days. I break it up occasionally with a sleepover, but rarely. It's my Friday night rhythm and I'm cool with it.
Do you spend time doing things that other people think are a waste?